So Much.

There's so much I want to say. So much I want to know. So much I want to hear. So many things left unsaid, and so many things wish I never did say. There is so much I miss, and so much I want and need. So much doesnt describe the love thats left in my heart for you. So much that will be missed. So much lost. So many dreams falling with gravity. So much happiness I wish to you. And so much I miss you. So much I should have done. So much more I wanted to give you. So much more you deserved. So much more you deserve. So much went wrong. So much should have gone right. So much more I wish you would tell me. So much you have done for me, so much you have done to me. So much you mean to me. So much I want to apologize for, and so much I want to thank you for. So much have you done. You touched my soul. And it will be till forever that your last kiss will be on my heart.

-In after thought.

So much I wish you'd understand, so much I wish I understood. So much I wish you knew, so much I wish you believed. So much more amazing than me. so much I wish wasn't the case, so much I wish wasn't true. So much I pray is not true. So much fear, so much misunderstanding. So much.