So Much.

There's so much I want to say. So much I want to know. So much I want to hear. So many things left unsaid, and so many things wish I never did say. There is so much I miss, and so much I want and need. So much doesnt describe the love thats left in my heart for you. So much that will be missed. So much lost. So many dreams falling with gravity. So much happiness I wish to you. And so much I miss you. So much I should have done. So much more I wanted to give you. So much more you deserved. So much more you deserve. So much went wrong. So much should have gone right. So much more I wish you would tell me. So much you have done for me, so much you have done to me. So much you mean to me. So much I want to apologize for, and so much I want to thank you for. So much have you done. You touched my soul. And it will be till forever that your last kiss will be on my heart.

-In after thought.

So much I wish you'd understand, so much I wish I understood. So much I wish you knew, so much I wish you believed. So much more amazing than me. so much I wish wasn't the case, so much I wish wasn't true. So much I pray is not true. So much fear, so much misunderstanding. So much.

The Script - Breakeven (Falling To Pieces)

And yet the heart beats on. It must. It has to. Good song.
True love is forever. This I believe. 

Chris Brown - Look At Me Now ft. Lil Wayne, Busta Rhymes

Chris Brown - Look At Me Now ft. Lil Wayne, Busta Rhymes
I was just listening to this song. Its radio, but its a jammer.

Mike Posner - Open Up Your Eyes (Gigamesh & DiscoTech Remix)

Old song by Mike Posner I know, but a good mix of it. One of my favorite songs to begin with off his mixtape.

Wondering mind

Ahh well you know... Just was listening to a song, and thought of this. My muse.

Dwele "I'm Cheatin" Official Video

Ok I lied, here's the last one. I like the jam, and once you listen to the song, you'll like it too. Interesting concept of a song too. Took me foreverrr to find it, so enjoy.

Update on things, a bit to read.

Sooo it's been a few months since I've posted much, or anything actually. Doesn't mean I don't have things to post, just haven't had the discipline to keep everything up to date. But right now I will try and catch you up with things. Life wise, things are, well difficult, but going. I'm singing again and I'm hoping to go further with it. I may start posting things that I do, covers and what not. Also, I'm starting to play with music again. Hope to do more engineering than I have in a long, long time. I forgot how much fun I have with it. I had my birthday, March 25. I turned 21. A few things have changed, but mostly life goes on. Not a bad thing I guess. Getting some things organized, kind of, and been working a lot, and doing well at that. Been doing the gym thing. This brings me to my newest music purchase. I read and watched the reviews of the PowerBeats, and unfortunately it turned out they aren't worth the price. Soo, I went searching and found a  pair of headphones for those who love to have good sound while doing those action packed activities in life that are at a great price. Sennheiser and Adidas have teamed up to make a line of headphones that are built specifically for the active lifestyle. There are 4 different types, each with one a separate model with Apple mic control adaptations. This makes 8 different models at varying prices. I decided to purchase the CX 680 model. No Apple control with this one, but I don't have a Iphone anyways.
Because there is no over the ear function, there is no problem with wearing sunglasses or hats. This has been a problem with the secure over the ear ones because they get extremely uncomfortable. Theses, however, are very comfortable wearing either or both items, AND stay snugly secured in your ear with little to no discomfort. These have become one of the best purchases of headphones I have ever made, and at the price of $69.99 at BestBuy, it was a no brainer.




Now on a different musical note (no pun intended, but it is coincidentally funny), let me tell you what I've been listening to lately. Normally I would post a bunch of music videos so you could hear and see the artists, but this time I am going to make a list of artist and songs and post the links for you to check them out on your own. This will hopefully lessen the load time for my blog. Yes I know, and I agree, It's ANNOYING! So here it is, What's New Musically.

The Weeknd XO till we overdose.. (his blog)
Loving this music. And so is OVO. Can't get enough of this guy. I posted a song a while back by him and now he's blowing up with his mixtape thats spreading like wildfire. Check him out and check out some of his music here. And if you like what you here, download the mixtape. I have, and I keep listening to it. Fav song is got to be the second track What You Need.

Drizzy Drake

Need I say more? Dude is killing it.

Even if he's just a Featured artist, he kills it. Heres a list of recent ones.

T.I. - "Poppin' Bottles" (ft. Drake) [No Mercy]

Nicki Minaj - Moment 4 Life (MTV Version) ft. Drake

J. Cole & Drake - In The Morning (Official Video)

Rick Ross feat. Drake - Made Men (Official Video)

Kanye West Feat. Rihanna, Lil Wayne, Big Sean & Drake - All Of The Lights (Remix)

Kanye West

Can't deny it. He's a force.

Kanye West Ft. Kid Cudi & Rihanna - All Of The Lights

And I'll get back to you all on the rest another time (I swear, there is more). I'm tired, so goodnight world.

Ps. Heres one last Video for tonight.

I Octane, Dexta Daps, Serani, Bugle, Kibaki & Mavado - Category 5 Medley